"Beep! beep!" My day began with noisy cellphone ringing telling me I have messages to read. And all of these messages are greeting me a happy birthday. It's not that bad, but flooding my cellphone with 54 messages isn't that good. So much for starting my birthday.

Waking early, going to church, watching my little sister jumping up and down & shouting happy birthday, my choirmates forgetting it's my birthday, tripping in a stone and my bestfriend, thinking tomorrow is my birthday is not a good start in becoming fifteen. There is nothing wrong about me getting older, I just don't feel it. I mean, I feel i'm still immature about my actions. Like the number fifteen is not suitable for me.

Anyways, enough of the drama, I'm suppose to be celebrating for crying out loud. Well, my YFC friends did surprise by visiting me (or are they the one surprise that it's my birthday?) and it's enough as a gift.

I'm not used to having birthday parties that's why i'm kinda relief of my own simple celebration with my family. Sometimes, I don't want having gifts or stuff. I appreciate them, don't get me wrong but I don't want them to spend money for me. That's why a simple greet is enough.

But, I think God still wants me to be happy. That's why, I'm so thrilled when I saw him. Well, I knew he didn't noticed me with all of his friends around him but it's enough seeing him smile once again.

Uhmm, I knew, I've started my day in a wrong way, I looked through things completely different that's why I didn't even look at the things that are positive. I even scowled at my sister and I think its rude. I'm so thankful God didn't let my day become a... total nightmare, So there.

           "Always move forward"
                                 -Meet the Robinsons
            "Every cloud has a silver lining"
                                 -Stuart Little 2