Mondays. Nothing beats waking up early in the morning, going to school with a heavy backpack and having MAPEH. But enough of that. I still started my day fine.
     I'm apparently laying in my bed, thinking of thoughts to scribble until.........nothing came. It's really hard reviewing your lessons, writing your thoughts and getting ready for ACALITMUS. I'm one of the contestants in the Math contest and i'm nervous. Math has always been easy for me. I love Math and I admit it. But sometimes, I wanted to be known to be someone more unique and different.
     I always loved math and drawing. But i still have a passion in dancing and people don't know who that person is. They don't even beleive that i can dance. They just look at me as a math geek perod.
     I guess, I will always be a math geek in their eyes. But i won't stop dancing. It's one thing i adore and i won't let anyone bring the worst in me.
       

        "There's a voice deep in side of me,
          set it free,set it free, set it free.."
                                                - Bratz the movie

         "Cause i'm no ordinary girl,
           i'm from the deep blue underworld..."
                                                -H2o, Just add water

"Beep! beep!" My day began with noisy cellphone ringing telling me I have messages to read. And all of these messages are greeting me a happy birthday. It's not that bad, but flooding my cellphone with 54 messages isn't that good. So much for starting my birthday.

Waking early, going to church, watching my little sister jumping up and down & shouting happy birthday, my choirmates forgetting it's my birthday, tripping in a stone and my bestfriend, thinking tomorrow is my birthday is not a good start in becoming fifteen. There is nothing wrong about me getting older, I just don't feel it. I mean, I feel i'm still immature about my actions. Like the number fifteen is not suitable for me.

Anyways, enough of the drama, I'm suppose to be celebrating for crying out loud. Well, my YFC friends did surprise by visiting me (or are they the one surprise that it's my birthday?) and it's enough as a gift.

I'm not used to having birthday parties that's why i'm kinda relief of my own simple celebration with my family. Sometimes, I don't want having gifts or stuff. I appreciate them, don't get me wrong but I don't want them to spend money for me. That's why a simple greet is enough.

But, I think God still wants me to be happy. That's why, I'm so thrilled when I saw him. Well, I knew he didn't noticed me with all of his friends around him but it's enough seeing him smile once again.

Uhmm, I knew, I've started my day in a wrong way, I looked through things completely different that's why I didn't even look at the things that are positive. I even scowled at my sister and I think its rude. I'm so thankful God didn't let my day become a... total nightmare, So there.

           "Always move forward"
                                 -Meet the Robinsons
            "Every cloud has a silver lining"
                                 -Stuart Little 2

Secretive but wants her feelings to be expressed. Yup..!! I'm referring to me, me and, let me think,.. hmm,.. me..! I've always wanted to be heard, my opinions, my thoughts and my passions. But I do not express my emotions to people through actions. Yes, actions speaks louder than words, but i'm not that expressive. (you don't get my point, do you?!?)

Let's sum this all up. I express my thoughts through writing them. I always have a ballpen in my pocket, my notebook in my hand and my thoughts in my head and write things I see, whether it's an animal, a place, a person or a single leaf in the tree. The only problem is, I kinda lost some of my pieces. So, I thought of starting a blog.

Blogging can help me express my feelings, be heard by many and for sure, they won't get lost. And they're so cool. And besides, I knew i'm responsible enough to do it.

So, about my blog... I'm come up with my title "Haven of Thoughts" from my room (well, as we all know haven refers room). I'm in my room thinking of a title then a voice came to my head saying, "Hey, why not 'room of thoughts'," since I'm always in my room locked up, talking to myself and stuff" so I thought it's not a bad idea. But, I still wants it to be a little formal, so I thought "Haven of Thoughts" would be cool, and it is.

About the backgrounds, as you see, it's full of butterflies and it's blue. These are the things I adore and I'm totally hooked about them. (I admit it.)

So there you have it, my intro of my blog. I hope you will love visiting it and reading my posts. Don't be afraid to post comments or questions or even negative sights about my blog. I won't get mad, in fact, I would definitely love them... That's for now... =)

              "This could be the start of something new..
                It feels so right to be here with you..."
                                                   -High School Musical